i dont get high over equations

neither do cellular productions ever interest me

i think astronomical researches can only amount to killing my brain

and i feel negative towards chemicals.

but he touches and amazes me in a relational way. he doesnt only care about blessing me to make me happy. he shares my saddness, he carries my burden, he is near me. so if there is one thing i should be amazed of. it would be hard to say its how complex i am physically formed. it would be how intricate my emotion needs are met. 

thank you, creator and father.

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