the act of placing my desires below your will

to put my comfort zone below people

it is to place emotions below family

the decision to place laziness below studying for you

to make you bigger would be labelled my worship

i'm still thinking whether to get my big baby taylor or not. there are good points to it and also bad points. sadly..

well, bryan was smart enough to interview weien, aman, pw regarding this guitar.

i gathered information that weien would love to kill his takamine, but he denies it

aman obviously wants to burn her classical

pw gives the best idea to me, it sounds warm enough for worship.

DISCLAIMER: this report is certainly not written with any note of bias

so i am thinking of getting big baby taylor soon. but before that, i'll go for another test drive with james around. this tester and his opinions are definitely harderto win over. but i think big baby should be more than capable to do so.

amongst all these thinkings, i'll remind myself what the guitar is for. what my fingers are for, what my willingness to learn more is for. ultimately, it is to make myself, my big baby, my fingers smaller, to make him bigger.

this is what i call worship.

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